If I slit my wrists or throat,
Will you save me from loosing carmine?
If I constrict a noose around my neck,
Will you help me retrieve my breath?
If I inhale underwater,
Will you help get it all out of my lungs?
If I leap out of the great height,
Will you catch me as I fall?
If I pull a trigger to my head or heart,
Will you dodge the bullet away for me?
If I consume all of the toxic,
Will you suck all of the poison out of me?
I know deep down, you will say…
No!
…To all of the above.
But most importantly,
If I take my own life away,
Right now and today…
Will you cry for me?
And will you miss me?