Ricki’s Song (No Turning Back)

When she was young

Her mother is gone

Then she came along

The fight is strong

She beats her up

Until she has fallen

There is no love

She is crawling

Under her skin

There are scars

She cannot hide within

She’s seeing stars

This happened for years

She can’t take anymore

She runs away in tears

No one to take her home

She is all alone

Out on the streets

Nothing to eat

Except from the trash

Until she crashes

Sleeping on the sidewalk

No one to talk to

She has nothing

Except the clothes on her back

The harmonica she sings

But it is useless, still nothing

She got tortured and raped

Everything is not great

Then he came along

Someone she used to belong

Before their hearts broke

It’s been years, she’s still mad

She decided to stay despite it all

Suddenly, it all goes wrong

His brothers said some things

About her behind her back

She heard it all

She decides to leave

She is lost again but then found

Her father has been around

She fights with Dad

She has gone all mad

Then she gets beaten once again

By that evil woman

She leaves everything behind

She jumps in front of line

Where the truck has come

And then her life appears done

She wakes up later

The nurse comes with news

She has survived but

Her baby inside has died

She didn’t know until now

But is later relieved

Because she cannot keep the baby

She and the nurse bonds

Then the dad and evil woman comes

They fight with words instead

Dad tells her a story

From the past to the present

Her sister died from SIDS

Mom was left heartbroken

Dad left her for his ex

Who is the evil woman

Mom found out about the affair

She was distraught as her heart ached

So she took her life away

She is still mad at Dad

She wanted nothing to do with him

And the evil woman

Dad suddenly disowns her

So she is all alone again

The nurse decided to take her home

Where there are kids just like her

All ran away and without homes

She goes there

It was not great at first

Then he came along

It’s appears worst

One night, they played the game

All truth, no dares

She finally learned them more

Now they all care

As the days go by

She bonds with the kids

She then had a crush

On the most mysterious bad boy

They did things with no regrets

Suddenly, they both ended up in bed

The ex comes along

He and the bad boy fight

She is torn apart

By two different hearts

She cannot decide

Which one to choose

Both have different sides

She has only one to lose

She only has one choice

And with that choice

There is no turning back

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