I am all alone
No friends at home
Swallowing pills and drinking wine
I have a lot on my mind
I’m not strong
Everything is all wrong
I’m all weak
Playing hide-and-seek
I am losing this game
Making me all ashamed
Losing the battlefield
I don’t have a shield
I can’t even speak
As I take a peek
On what’s inside my brain
Everything has been drained
So I continue to drink
I can’t even think
About my past, present, and future
I am not even sure
How will I ever survive
On this damn landmine
One wrong step, I will die
As I go from low to high
I am fighting for my life
I am dropping the knife
No one can see me
Sink underneath the sea
Drowning in the ocean
As I swim in motion
Flying in the sky
Touching clouds up high
Touching heaven above
I can already feel the love
I will not fall down
I was lost, but then I’m found
