Her eyes of hazel and hair of strawberry blonde
I ponder if this is short termed or long
She is the umbrella to my glistening rain
As I stay beside her whenever I bane
She is the sunshine to my dark abyss
I long for her and her passionate kiss
She is the butterfly fluttering in my garden
Whilst I think of her as my heart hardens
She is the diamond amid the geode stones
She remains in my mind whilst I was alone
Her soft sallow skin glistening raw honey
I am sure I will bet all of my money
As I wonder if we were meant to be someday
And for once, I will tell her that I am okay
She is aware of my former laments and banes
She remains beside me as I once claimed
That I will eternally be alone for life
She is the one who has broken my strife
She has once brought me into her embrace
Whilst my heart continues to race
She nearly brought her lips to mines
Albeit I was a fool to fall for that decline
Though, I resume to ponder and ponder
If I had the courage or cowardice as I wander
My trails that potentially leads to her route
I tell myself that this is nothing to doubt
That we are meant to be more than friends
I ponder and wonder until the end
I ponder if she were Sappho and single
As we bonded together in a mingle
My heart continues to harden for her
I wonder if hers is mutual for sure
She remains longingly within my mind
Inside and out and our hearts will combine
She is the first sapphic love of my beating heart
In spite of the fact that we are currently apart
She will always be the dew to my rose petals
She will remain as the trees to my meadows
Even though she may not return my feelings
She will always be my friend with attached wings
Even though we are currently platonic
She will always be the gin to my tonic
Years later, after our last departure
I continue to pine and pine for her
She will always remain in my memories
She will always be the inner part of me
Her name, I’d rather continue to pine
Nessa, Nessa, Nessa, please be mine
Even though it is simply plain and platonic
Even though it may not be ardent nor romantic
This is something I can truly fathom
When our platonic hearts beat in rhythm
We will always remain friends, even apart
Even if she remains engraved in my heart