There’s a monster under my bed
The blood is all carmine red
There are voices in my head
Telling me that I am dead
People look at me like I’m crazy
I feel like a wilted daisy
Things are getting more hazy
My mind is getting lazy
Trying to get under control
But I don’t even fucking know
How to deal with this blackhole
While being stabbed by an arrow
Should I go or should I stay?
Should I get out of the way?
This happens every night and day
Silent screams are all I say
I am falling from Cloud Nine
I am landing on the landmine
I am skydiving from an airline
No, everything is not fine
Trying to listen to Linkin Park
Right here on the bottomless arc
But I can’t seem to make my mark
Now, everything is completely dark
I am drowning in the deep
Don’t know how long I can keep
I just want to hide and seek
It appears that I cannot sleep
Words in my head are growling
The ghost creatures are prowling
Spiders under my skin are crawling
As I persist with the bawling
Listening to Evanescence to calm down
As the voices all come around
Even if I breathe or drown
Or even if I’m buried alive underground
Witches and demons, I’m surrounded by
Guess this is my time to die
The coffin is where I lie
Guess this is goodbye
I am taking my one last breath
As I make my way to Death
It smells like cocaine and meth
Guess I will finally meet MacBeth
Fate has finally come
My death is done
Alive, I will be none
Heaven is where I’m unwelcome
I have finally met my fate
There are many things that I hate
Chess is not my game, no checkmate
Oh no, I’m going to be late
Hell is here, right on the market
I cannot even fill in the bracket
Here comes the Devil, Nurse Ratched
Now… I am forever in a straitjacket