You Don’t Know Me

Every day I get rejected

Once or twice I was neglected

Eating only ketchup spaghetti and ramen

Living without a man or a woman

My budget is a shoestring

I don’t always have everything

Every day there is no rainbow

As I stare out the window

There is no technicolor TV

All I have is a black and white screen

Mom and Dad are not home

So I am all home alone

You don’t know me

I get rejected by cupid

I’m surrounded by everything stupid

Everybody is a jerk with might

I can’t even work at night

Living on change and limited cash

Surviving on instant potato mash

Surrounded by annoying laughter

There are people I wish to slaughter

Reading only worn paperbacks

People come to me to attack

Yeah, you don’t know me

You have no idea where I’ve been

Every day I think about Death

I wonder about taking meth

Survival of the fittest, sink or swim

I lose at everything, I cannot win

Sleeping on the yoga mat

My only company is my cat

Someday, I may be rich

Problem is: Life is a bitch

My plate is filled with bread crumbs

Taking drugs to make myself numb

Yes, I’m living like a widow

Mess is high, cleanliness is low

You don’t know me

I’ve been poor and hungry

Everything makes me angry

All I hear are loud, yelling voices

It’s not like I have any choices

Nothing but the clothes on my back

Surviving on microwaved cheese and mac

Every winter, I freeze

Every autumn and spring, I sneeze

Every summer, I bake in the heat

Every day, I get beat

Yeah, you don’t know me

You don’t know where I’ve been

Someday, I may live in a mansion

I may have clothes in fashion

I will swim in my own pool

Someday, my work will be cool

For now, I’m sharing what I write

Cheap food, I will no longer bite

If only everybody will see my success

I will clean up all this mess

I will not give up, I will persist

I will no longer be a mist

Everyone will see me win

After all, it’s sink or swim

I might have lobster and caviar

Even truffles and fancy wine at bars

You don’t know me

Someday, you will know my name

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