Don’t Apologize

Every day words in my head

Saying that I am worthless

Imperfection everywhere

I just want to be known

You call me names

Like “bitch” and “whore”

You say I’m attention seeking

That’s not true, you liars

You don’t even know me

I’ve been going through hard times

I’m extremely sensitive

I lost my games

I cannot win back my sanity

Scars are all over me

Inside and outside

All caused by your abuse

Abuse and torture from you

Every single day

You make lies about me

Making up rumors to ruin me

My reputation is at stake

You ruined my life

By saying lies about me

You all abused me 24/7

Over everything that’s not my fault

Yet you all continue the torment

I cry every night, did you know?

You should’ve seen my tears

All created by you

You hurt me with so many words

Negativity is everywhere

Your lies are trapped within me

Words that I cannot forget

You drove me to suicide

I lost my mind because of you

I wanted to die

And it’s all your fault

That I am going crazy

Your words echo inside my head

I cannot drown them out

It’s your fault that I’m a sociopath

I lost my faith in people

I have no empathy for others

All because of you

I am antisocial

I am psycho

I lose control of myself

I just cannot forget

All of your lies

If I cannot forget

I cannot forgive you all

So don’t bother to apologize

Apologies not accepted

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